Holidays and Family Issues SUCK!

First of, I know that I owe my blog some pictures of my projects but I just haven't taken the time to take any pics... as it is I am behind on at least one holiday knitting project, haven't finished my jock for the jock swap... so, pictures will have to wait I guess.

Second, that blank post back there, you know the one you have been secretly thinking what the hell was he doing? Well I was trying to use the Droid app and that blank post is what happened, oops!

So, the real reason that I am writing this post, I would love to write this as a note and post it to my Facebook page but I am not sure if I should yet. I have mentioned previously the family issues going on with my mom and my siblings. No need to rehash the details... I do think however that it is time I say something, as we approach the holidays, it is really bugging me. I never realized before now how important close friends and family are. I know this sounds lame... but it is really weighing on me. I recognize that I am not the best about staying in touch but when I make an effort it is genuine and true, even if though it may be as often as it should be.

As I am preparing for the holidays and my mom's visit, I can't help but think about the fact that we should all be together in Montana. Yes, I have my own reasons for not heading home, mostly money and time off. However, I can't help but be disappointed in my brother's and their wives behavior. The fact that they haven't talked to their mom or even made an effort when she has attempted to do so. More over, I am horrified that whatever their reasons are for being upset with their mom, they are keeping their kids from their grandmother. I almost wonder if they are doing this on purpose knowing that she lives for her grand kids.

I certainly don't mean to vilify my siblings, I am just extremely disappointed. I was extremely close to my grandmother and would give anything to spend time with her again. I am saddened that my niece and nephews are being denied that same opportunity because of their parent's stubbornness. As a matter of fact, their opinions and issues are spilling over to their kids, my niece acts like she is in trouble when she talks to her grandma which means she is hearing what is being said. I say a big SHAME on you to my siblings and their spouses.

I don't feel better having put this out there but it will eventually help. Now I need to do what I can to make sure my mom and I have a very special holiday.